Invisible

Because I am not skinny.

Because I don't have long and beautiful legs.

Because I don't have big boobies.

Because I don't have pretty eyes.

Because I don't have a small and sharp face.

Because I don't have a high nose bridge with a sharp nose.

Because I am imperfect.

Because I am never enough.

Because I am so far apart from your definition of "beautiful".

And I am so sick and tired.

I am so sick and tired of being killed inside again and again whenever any of these comes across my mind.

Perhaps that it is.

Even when I'm walking on a wire,

even when I set myself on fire,

why do I always feel invisible? Invisible.

Everyday I try to look my best,

even though inside I'm such a mess,

why do I always feel invisible? Invisible.

xx