Invisible

Because I am not skinny.

Because I don't have long and beautiful legs.

Because I don't have big boobies.

Because I don't have pretty eyes.

Because I don't have a small and sharp face.

Because I don't have a high nose bridge with a sharp nose.

Because I am imperfect.

Because I am never enough.

Because I am so far apart from your definition of "beautiful".

And I am so sick and tired.

I am so sick and tired of being killed inside again and again whenever any of these comes across my mind.

Perhaps that it is.

Even when I'm walking on a wire,

even when I set myself on fire,

why do I always feel invisible? Invisible.

Everyday I try to look my best,

even though inside I'm such a mess,

why do I always feel invisible? Invisible.

xx

A post filled with sad faces

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Why must NS exists? Why?

The boyfriend just received his enlistment letter yesterday.. Gotta report on 8th December.

YES, 8 FUCKING DECEMBER. WHICH IS 2 FUCKING DAYS BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY. There is no other way I could describe this shit except with using these 3 letters, F-M-L. My tears burst out immediately upon reading through the letter, thinking how each and every plan we have came out with is gonna be dashed and going down the drain, thinking how little free time am I left with to spend with him.

Worrying what kinda people will he get to know to and mix with, worrying how tough will his life in there be, worrying that he might revert to his old ways again (especially smoking ☹) or change him negatively due to bad peer influence, worrying about this worrying about that worrying about every single fucking thing. I was so lost.

I even spent the whole of my afternoon googling about almost everything. About how life in his camp is like, how long will the confinement period be, what vocations do they get to be posted to and etc. I questioned a few of my friends who know about it as well but it seems like nothing in his camp and all is positive ☹ Except the fact that they're combat fit enough as compared to the other pes status that's all. And yeah, thank god the confinement period is only 2 weeks instead of 3 months as of what I was told by others. Even though 2 weeks is also considered hell to me but it is still waaaaay better than 3 months afterall. Yes? No? Oh wells...

October is very soon coming to an end, which means there is only a month left for his freedom and for me to stay at the Cheah's crib to wake up to his face every morning. Oh my.. Yeah I admit I'm a very clingy girlfriend, what's more he is the first boyfriend I've moved in to stay with and the first NS boyfriend I'm gonna have.

Me: "Baby, do you think we will still be together after you have completed your NS?"

B: "Yes. And what's your say?"

Me: "Yes we will. I love you."

It really scares me watching so many relationships fell apart after the guys gotten into NS.. But thanks for your reassurance baby :')

Baby, if you're reading this, I know that you have as much worries as I do. Or in fact, more worries than I do, because of some hurtful words I've said in the past. You might have chosen not to say it, but I can feel it. Actions speak louder than words, time and I will prove to you that you have never chosen the wrong girl from the start. Please keep your promises and don't make me worry alright? Remember what I've said to you in the 6th monthsary video I'd done for you? "As long as you're trying, I'm staying." "If our love is strong, nothing will go wrong." We will make it through darling, I love you. Forever and always.

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xx

Happy Halloween

Scare die you, MUAHAHAHA.

Lenses for you?

Hi cupcakes, lenses for you lenses for you lenses for you lenses for you lenses for you?

Yep, I've opened contact lenses sprees for Kimchi/i.Fairy/Super Barbie series!

This is my first time holding contact lenses sprees, do support and intro to your friends as well ok? ^-^

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1. Click here for our order form, fill in the necessary details and submit the form to us. We will send you an invoice within 48 hours upon receiving your order.

2. After receiving the invoice, kindly make payment to us within 24 hours and inform us once payment is done.

3. Sit back and relax while waiting for your parcel to reach you!

Simple isn't it?

I'll be looking forward to receive your order(s) :D

Do support the other sprees I'm holding as well, cheers!

xx

Updates on The Dope Thang

Yep, as stated on my title, I am here to update more about my blogshop as I've opened many other sprees as well except for the New Era spree I'd mentioned in my previous post!

Right now, we're also selling:

- Toms canvas

- The all time favorite Baggu duck bags

- Chio platforms and wedges

- F21 apparels

- Rings. Vintage rings, connector rings, more than 100 designs to choose from.

And last but not least, not forgetting the awesome New Era caps!

Here are some pictures to let you guys have a rough idea on what's available...

Toms canvas, classic series and university rope sole series.

The all time favorite Baggu duck bags!

Platforms and wedges, chio right?! Where to find these kinda shoes in SG you tell me.

F21 apparels, exclusively shipped from overseas.

Rings.

I've got one too ^_^

Last but not least, New Era caps that I've mentioned previously.

If you purchase more than 1 item (applicable to all items we're selling) from us, you will be entitled to our ONE MONTH SPECIAL PROMO!

Purchase 2 items, and get $2 off total.

3 items, $3 off total.

4 items, $4 off total.

So on and so forth :D

Promo ends on 24 Nov '11, 11:59pm sharp.

Grab the chance and don't miss it!

I've also been receiving enquiries on whether are my New Era caps/Toms/whatsoever authentic. Yes, yes and yes. No worries sweethearts, they are ☺

Interested in anything? Visit my blogshop http://thedopethang.blogspot.com/ and submit your order form(s) to me. Support kkk, recommend us to your friends too!

P/S: Do like our facebook page here as well, thank you ^_^

xx

The Dope Thang

Hi lovelies! I've just launched a new blogshop with my boyfriend called...

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We will be bringing you the dopest yet affordable catches in town!

Right now, we have brought you...

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Yes, the New Era fitted caps spree! With more than 80 designs to choose from.

As compared to shops at FEP retailing at $70-$80 each, we're only selling it at $55 each!

What's more, you will be able to receive your cap within one week after orders are sent.

Isn't that fast?!

However, we will only be able to send orders once we've reached a minimum of 5 cappings.

So... the more people you grab to get it with you, the faster you will get your cap(s)!

You might be entitled with a discount too if you purchase numerous items from us ☺

How To Order:

1. Click here for our order form, fill in the necessary details and submit the form to us. We will send you an invoice within 48 hours upon receiving your order.

2. After receiving the invoice, kindly make payment to us within 24 hours and inform us once payment is done.

3. Sit back and relax while waiting for your parcel to reach you!

Isn't it simple?

Where else can you find sucha convenient yet affordable way to grab these trending caps?

Hurry and grab one together with your friends now!

I've got one too ^_^

Don't forget to show your support by liking our facebook page as well!

Stay tuned as we bring in more dope thangs for you guys ;)

Have got any comments/recommendations on what other stuffs should we bring in?

Simply drop us a comment on our page and we will take considerations about it!

P/S: Interested in supplying us? Drop us an email at thedopethang@gmail.com along with your supply rates, thank you.

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Breathe

It was the 7th monthsary of baby boy and I last Thursday, happy belated 7th monthsary dearest :) ♥

On behalf of it, we planned a mini 3D2N getaway shopping trip to baby boy's hometown (JB)! Thank god there wasn't any traffic congestion or anything obstructing our smooth journey there.

Had our stomachs filled at the Hong Kong cafe located at City Square as usual.

Crispy ham and cheese toast and potato wedges with cheese.

Baby boy's all time favorite baked rice.

Went to shop around after our meal but didn't manage to get anything at the end, was feeling bad to keep mama Cheah waiting :\ Cabbed to boyfriend's JB house after that and I swear we were dayum 'heng' to pay RM$40+ just for a 20 fucking mins ride, like what the fuck seriously?!?!?! Didn't do anything much on day 1, mama Cheah drove us out for dinner > back home and watched tv > sleep.

Went to dye my hair at mama Cheah's friend's salon on day 2! Was quite disappointed with the outcome as I wanted a brown + red + purplish shade but it turned out to be brown + red + orangey shade instead... But well, what's done is done yea? ☹ Was so embarrassed to let boyfriend witness my unglam side during the process of me doing my hair. With every single strand of my hair being wrapped up and all, causing my face to look even BIGGER and ROUNDER. However, I am really glad that he has never grumble anything about my looks (and I hope he never will) despite seeing so many of my unglam moments. I am really appreciative for this, thank you love :) <3 Anyway the hairdresser did temp straightening for me and I love the result! Will most prolly go for hair rebonding again soon after I've saved enough money.

Mama Cheah drove us to Jusco for some shopping after I was done and I'd finally gotten quite a few loots for myself! Our greatest regret was to waste our money on the damn XXL crispy chicken because their service sucks SO BAD. They were all taking their own sweet time preparing our food and worse still, THEY DIDN'T CUT THE CHICKEN INTO PIECES FOR US. Oh gawd. Accompanied mama Cheah to do some grocery shopping and headed back home for dinner, watched tv and hit the sheets as usual.

Say hi to Ah Girl ^_^

Mama Cheah's garden.

Got 7 mosquito bites just to capture these shots, not cool -_-

Day 3 which was the last day, packed up and left boyfriend's JB house. Mama Cheah drove us to the nearby bus stop to take the bus to City Square. Did some more shopping and gotten some more loots, had our late lunch at Vivo as well. Not Vivo City ah! It's some restaurant named Vivo. Proceeded to check out and all and we finally reached Singapore in the evening! Was so happy to be back to my clean and safe country :D

Garlic breads that look 99% alike with carrot cakes.

Boyfriend's chicken chop rice with mushroom sauce.

My tropical chicken chop, tastes not bad but I was extremely disgusted by the excessive amount of oil inside.

Our dessert! The cake is really yummehz but sadly we were too bloated to finish it all :(

Went home to put our stuffs and out we went again to AMK to collect our loots purchased from taobao, walked around and had KOI too. Was supposed to attend Valerie's birthday celebration but the time was too rushy and the both of us were also dead exhausted.

Loots from JB! Total of RM$180 spent.

Loots from taobao! The quality of the items are so much better than what I've initially expected, every single apparel just fits me so perfectly. Am really satisfied with them ^_^

Shall end this post with a big ass picture of my face, h3h3 kthxbai.

P/S: If you were wondering why didn't I cam-whore with my baby boy, it was because he was having a terribly bad sore eye throughout the trip. Yes, how unlucky ☹

xx