Selling

Selling this brand new free size caged sleeve bodycon dress at $20 only!

Do take note that mine has longer sleeves, reaches somewhere near your elbow.

Interested parties do drop me a mail at michellewongxt@gmail.com, thank you ^_^

Cos' I was there when you said forever and always

It's almost 4 in the morning now and there's finally breeze and downpour after one whole day of putting up with the horrible weather. 2 days to be in fact, yesterday's weather sucked as much.

So it was Alex's 18th birthday house party yesterday at Aloha Changi chalet, thank god Alex's parents drove us there because I was almost dying with only 3 hours of sleep. Helped out for the party and rotted around while waiting for the party to start. We were supposed to 'club' but the atmosphere just sucked. Caught up a lil with Pamela and Rosey, met and gotten to know some new people as well. Oh, and Alex got an eggy birthday bash from us! Hahah. I can't imagine if I were to get shits like this on my birthday man, I swear I'd flare up for sure. I'm just... not into these kinda 'fun' I guess? :\ Overall the party was rather a bore but, what matters most is that the birthday boy had fun and I hope he did! Thank you Justin for driving baby boy and I home ^_^ It felt so great to be homed at last after having a long and tiring day.

Today, Alex organized another mini cake cutting celebration with 'the usual ones' and he got another cake birthday bash again. Poor alex, awww. Nothing big, just chilling and doing some catch-ups and home sweet home.

Sometimes I feel like the worse sensitive and paranoid girlfriend that nobody could ever handle or tolerate. I get affected by the littlest things, I get affected by pasts that I could do nothing about. In others' eyes, I might be childish by being this way, I might be mad for being this way. But they don't know how much I hate myself for being this way as well. Yet, it's so inevitable and outta my control. They, don't know how hard am I trying to get over his ugly past after facing all the broken trust and promises he had brought me through. They don't know, there're so many things they don't know because they aren't me. They don't face what I've faced, neither do they feel what I've felt. I know it's gonna be hard pulling it through but I know it's gonna be worth it all as well, because I know I'm the first and only girl who have made you changed for the better for real. You don't know how glad I am to be the girl you're in the longest relationship with, to be the girl you've created the most memories with. I am sorry for being this way. It might sound a lil overrated to say that "I'm acting this way because I love you and I care for you too much", but well it's true. I believe that time and your love will make me grow stronger and walk me out of these afflictions someday. So please, don't ever give up on me... I love you, Jayden.

X

Red

Hit town and Queensway with baby boy and Edison yesterday. Gotten our part time job's pay and my hair extensions done at town, and the boys got their vans and new era caps at Queensway. My baby boy better love me more for his new cap ^_^

Then we went to IKEA, had my all time favorite hotdog bun before shopping as usual. Baby boy bought me hangers at last, my clothes are now organized and hung neatly in the wardrobe instead of lying all over my luggage! Happygal93 ish m0iix.

Fell soundly asleep in baby boy's arms during the long bus ride back home ♥

My red lip received tons of annoying stares from bypassers on the streets. Like seriously, Singaporeans? Who knows if I was stomped as well, ha.

No fucks given anyways, I'm liking my new look. What about you guys? ;)

House party tomorrow for Alex's birthday celebration, hope it'd turn out fun and that nothing's gonna ruin my mood like before.

Till then,

X

At the beginning

Hi nakedponies. I was in a dilemma of whether to quit or continue blogging. Blogging has always been my passion since I was 11 but as I grow older I get more and more sluggish (sometimes busy), indulging me in losing the motivation to blog as often as how I did in the past. It is when I come across teens around my age who pen down their life and thoughts in their blogs, then I've made up my mind to continue to be one of them as well.

To be honest, I used to blog just for 'fame' and to be known. Not tryna self boast or anything, but I had like approx. 2k to 4k viewers per week? Yea it might not be a huge amount as compared to those really famous bloggers, but it's considered a lot to me. I bothered too much about what to write, about how other people would think about me and what I was writing. I used to hesitate here and there before I type out every single sentence. But no, I'm not gonna do these anymore.

So yup, this is why I've decided to have a fresh start at a new blog. My previous blog contains unwanted archives too, which grosses me out whenever I read my older posts. I won't be deleting or closing that blog though, can't bear to watch the amount of effort I'd put into to go down the drain hahah. Alright it's reaching 8 in the morning and I should turn in soon, will update again later if I'm free to do so ;)

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