Whenever you throw the toy away, you'd miss it's existence after you have done so.
You'd regret, and go back to pick it up again.
If you're lucky enough, it'd come back to you in a full complete piece.
But sometimes, life is unpredictable.
You wouldn't know what could happen to the toy throughout the period of time you've abandoned it.
It may be damaged, it may go missing, it may be picked up by someone else..
Or maybe, you'd still be lucky enough to get it back.
But it wouldn't be in a full complete piece anymore..
You adore the toy so much.
But just because of your temporary feelings or anger, you abandon it without hesitation.
Only when it's no longer with you, then you'd start to miss it's presence.
早知今日何必当初？
Why not treasure it in the first place?
And instead of treating it as a toy as it is, why not precious it more and treat it as a gem?
Not every time you'd be lucky enough to get it back.
Or rather, get the full complete piece back..
Remember, it was originally complete when it was first yours.
But because of you, it might never be the same anymore..
And it may have gone missing or picked up by someone else.
But if you make the effort to search for it and get it back, it may be yours again.
If so, whether to continue mistreating it or treasure it for real, you should know yourself..
- michellewxt
P/S: If any of you ever feel that you could relate yourself to the story above like I could, I just wanna tell you guys that you're not alone. Be strong, you're much more worthy than what you yourself think :) xx
1. The mate from a past relationship or friendship who, in the present reality, seems the ideal match.
2. The person dated casually, but never seriously, who could have been more.
3. More broadly, any love regret More apt: A One That Got Away.
Before I start posting about my overdues, I'd firstly like to wish my dear botak boy a happy 9th monthsary ^-^ Though he wouldn't get to see this today. 10 more days, it's just 10 more days till we could see each other again and I can't wait already! Wonder how does he exactly look like now? Tanner? Fitter? Hehe. I love you and I miss you hunny ♥
Hit town on the 2nd with boyfriend, and as usual the first thing we did was to go collect his pay. While waiting for him outside the office, I was so so extremely disgusted by this group of "step gangster nerds" A.K.A nerds who're trying so hard to act like gangsters (but failed) beside me. I assumed they were there for interview because I heard one of the guys exclaiming: "Kanina cheebye that bitch interview me fucking cheebye sia better don't let limpeh see her outside if not I sure fuck her upside down", which is like so err.. Waddafug? His friends (2 guys + 1 GIRL) then added in the conversation with disgusting vulgarities swearing in every single sentence that had came out from their mouths. What's worse was that the guys even attempted to have a friendly wrestling match OUTSIDE THE OFFICE, IN A SHOPPING MALL. How ridiculous was that?! Low class, or rather, no class. #turnoff
Walked over to FEP as usual after boyfriend was done, but we didn't have XXL chicken for late brunch this time round! We had pontian wanton noodles instead as boyfriend was craving for it. Their soup wanton is forever the best (Y) Couldn't enjoy my meal peacefully all thanks to some fucking mood spoiler, screw you fag.
Chanced upon Clara while we were walking around after brunch, and boyfriend bought me a dreamcatcher as my second xmas present! It's so beautiful and I love it so much, thank you hunny <3 You guys must be wondering what had he gotten for my first xmas present since this is the second right? The answer will be revealed later h3h3h3.
Was looking for leopard prints flatforms/loafers (I don't know how is it exactly called as) but to no avail, thus boyfriend suggested to head to Bugis next since he sorta gotten bored of town as well. Made a trip to my campus to collect my study materials before taking the bus to Bugis.
The first thing we did when we reached there was to... GET KOI!
And while sitting down and enjoying our KOI, made use of the chance to cam-whore a lil ^_^
I swear my legs were 99% breaking after shopping around both Bugis Street and Junction, what's worse was that we had to stand throughout 3/4 of the bus ride T.T I still didn't manage to find my leopard prints flatforms/loafers anyway, but it's ok now cos' I've already ordered my desired pair from Winting!
Had an unlucky yet funny encounter while we were on our way home. Only boyfriend and I know what was it, hahah.
The beautiful dreamcatcher from my dearest boy ♥
After we got home, that silly boy of mine immediately went online to order the xmas present I promised to pay 30% of it for. Which is...
The limited edition iPod nano he has been wanting!
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Here are some photos for the JB trip I had with boyfriend during November end:
Ta-da! My first xmas present from boyfriend, reddy ♥
The trip was considered a good bonding session with boyfriend's family but I was seriously irritated and pissed off with some blogshop customers who didn't check my blogshop's updates before spamming me texts/calls non-stop! Some of them even threatened to file a police report when they didn't even get the situation right. Not as if I went MIA without informing what, ridiculous -.-
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I've still yet to edit the 350 birthday celebration photos, which means I most prolly wouldn't be blogging about it anytime soon. Please give me some time k! And please support my blogshop along with your friends, I'm really getting more and more broke.. :(
